Lately

I've been thinking a lot about when high school is over lately. Even tho it's like 2 years away. I guess I just want to start living and have adventures by myself. I want to travel and visit my friends or at least be able to drive a car wherever I want. But that's only in a year, thank god. I guess that right now I need to just prepare for whats to come. I have a strong gut feeling that within the next few years things are gonna start looking up for me. But for now I work hard so that one day it can be rewarded. Now back to memorizing biochemistry.

1st World Problem

Most of my good friends live in Europe. I hardly ever get to talk to them since I live in the USA. Fuck time zone differences. So the day I actually wake up early and can talk to them, they decide to have a social life. So now I'm bored at a school tournament that is almost empty and my friend that live here are sleeping or taking classes. So the only person that is awake, is my boyfriend. Guess I'll just talk to him

I am alive

Hey internet, I am alive. A LOT has changed over the past year. I am a sophomore now and life's been amazing so far. I'm super involved in school activities and I have a boyfriend. He's awesome. And I have international friends. I went to study in England for three weeks. Finally I visited England!!! Cause you know, I am an Anglophile. My writing has improved. I've started making youtube videos again. (check them out at the same old link) And I found the place were I fit in the world, I think. Hopefully I'll update this more. But for now that is all. Laterz

Ups and Downs

I'm kinda mad, but at nothing. The thing is me and what i consider to be my closest friends are hitting bumps on the road. There is something wrong, I don't know what it is but whenever I ask them they say its cool. But I know something is up, cause I'm not an idiot. I want them to tell me the truth but I just don't know. I told my mom she said ignore it. She doesn't understand that they are my closest friends!!! AGHGH!!!!! What do I do??? I'm confused and I really want to fix our friendship. If its me, I am willing to change for them, cause they are my friends. Well got to go do a Spanish portfolio.

He is Harry freaking Potter

You might not know I'm an HP freak! I've read all the books and I'm planning on re-reading them soon.

So today I was watching the first movie, but I only got halfway threw cause I had to put up the Christmas tree. And It was amazing!!! I love Ron I think he is adorable. And Hermione is just amazing. And Harry... HE IS JUST HARRY FREAKING POTTER!!!! I'm desperately wanting to go to the Wizard World in Orlando.

You know If your a DIE HARD HP fan them you should check out A Very Potter Musical and A Very Potter Sequel on youtube.
Darren Chris stars as Harry, and if you didn't know he was on Glee. I discovered him before he was on Glee.

Gotta run BYE!!!

Working for Tomorrow Today

So, You may or may not know I'm a Girl Scout.

Well... Yesterday I went to this activity honoring Juliette Low. Who's birthday is today, she is 150 years old. I went with two of my friends who are in my troop. And its was a really inspiring activity. I noticed there is way more to being a Girl Scout that I thought. I've been a Girl Scout for six years now and I'm trying to do my silver medal. The activity inspired me to do more patches and work more because it can pay off. For example I want to be a counselor in my all time favorite camp, Camp Ton A Wanda. I'm gonna be taking a course in May that will let me be a counselor when I'm 16. All of this will help me get a better future and for that I'm willing to work. 

FOR THE FUTURE.

A little post

BLAH!!!! 

Ever Felt like you don't fit in? or someone who is a friend of yours doesn't like you? 

If soo I feel you!!! I don't know whats happening, what I DO know is something is wrong. My mom says its my age and time, and its completely normal. But I don't think so. My hypothesis:

I was actually born in 1945, but a time lord came and took when I was 7 and took me traveling. While we were visiting the future his time machine broke and everything went bad. He died and I got reborn in that year. 

Makes sense? Yeah I don't get it either. I'm suppose to be doing homework but somehow this subject keeps popping in my mind. Should I confront the person that I think doesn't like me and tell her how I feel? or should I ignore it like my mom says? She says that it will pass but its better not to make a drama out of it. She does have a point but today I arrived really mad home from school. 

Well thank person who read this. Good day.

Got to go do my Joan of Arc homework :P

I was kidding in my hypothesis, just in case ;)